It must be so hard for you! You..like so many others have fallen in love with someone..only to be left feeling empty and betrayed. I understand totally hiw you feel albeit my situatiin is slightly different but having an overwhelming need to protect our loved ones. I agree with thise that say ‘leave’, ‘run’ …but its never tgat simple otherwise there would be no issue? I would seriously seek some kind of counceling for yourself…if you want a life with a house and kids then you not going to achieve it with your boyfriend….it will always be you playing second fiddle to the dreaded drug….I feel for you :0(