And yes, I do love him. I adore him. And I adore what we had.
And whilst I’m comfortable with that, I’m fairly sure he has been spooked by his and my feelings that grew quite fast really.
We are too good together to lose, I will do everything I can to save us and if being together turns out to not be available to me, (who knows what he may think of me/us when he’s clean, he has only known me when he’s been using – scary thought!) I will continue to support him if he will let me for as long as he allows me xx