[eddie]

This was the saddest thing. I am so sorry for what you’re going trough. My heart is breaking for you and I can literally feel your pain trough your words. My boyfriend is doing drugs and it’s killing me, I am anxious, depressed, suicidal at times, I can only imagine how it feels when it is your child.

I know this hurts, I can’t even imagine the extent when it’s your kid, but you have to find a way to find happiness, in a smallest things. In your other children, in your friend. Just smallest things, just something to get you trough the day. You are his mother, but not only his and not only that. You are here for a reason and you have to gather your strength and fight for yourself too.

I am so sorry, nobody deserves that, especially moms. I’m sending you lots of love and positive energy. Be strong!

[eddie]

This really helped me a lot but it saddened me even more. I wrote on this forum maybe 2 months ago and I totally forgot about it until my boyfriend relapsed.

I literally feel every word you guys are writing. That is basically my life.

I’m in constant fear of him doing drugs, lying, not sleeping not eating. He alienated everyone, including my friends. He is lying, spending all of our money and then blaming it on me and accusing me constantly. Cheating is the newest one. I know I need to leave him, but it just kills me to think about it. We’ve been together for 11 years. But he is ruining our lives.

I hope everyone is doing better and I wish you all the best. Stay strong

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