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Hi yes i do feel exactly the same! All i seem to hear from my husband is this is the last time, i will never go out again. N i always give him that extra time to prove himself and it never endsi have got to the point now were ive told him he’s got over Xmas to prove himself or he’s gone!! I really don’t want him on the streets at xmas. But yes i think its time i put my needs first too, he is the love of my life but i am miserable. Having people to talk to on here that are going through the same thing does help a bit.
thank you icarus trust, yes feel like i need some help even if it is just talking to someone who will understand what im going through. i will visit and have a chat.
yes sadfully that is the downfall to being there for them, all the money WE have to pay out, my husband doesnt work due to a back problem which is why i think he finds it hard to stay off it. he is known to his family and a close friend of mine as an addict, but no-one else knows. hes been an addict for 20 years with a few clean years here and there, he went back on it 2years ago after 4years clean, it is the lies i cant cope with and like yourself even when he says he hasnt had anything i dont believe him, he has lied sooo much even silly little things noone else would think anything of it but it plays in my mind.
i have just realised this blog was from sept, hope some of your lives are better?
hi, i am sorry for all the troubles in your lives, i myself am in a very similar boat, and it is soo refreshing to be able to read soo many of you that are in the same boat as me, i have struggled with my husbands heroin addiction for years and it is soo hard when there is noone to talk to, even typing this down is relieving some of the tension i have built up.
everyone tells me to run for the hills but i feel obligied to stick by him even when i hate him, i can not trust him to leave the house, he can go a couple of days with just his methadone but then sometimes he will be out everyday buying it. i do not know where am with him. i am becoming a paranoid, wreck.
sorry for babbling but it is soo nice to be able to tell people ,who understand me. xx