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  • in reply to: Cocaine #22563
    evieb
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    (Regarding my last response to Danman83) I just googled CA anonymous… seems obvious now!!!!

    in reply to: Cocaine #22562
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    (Regarding my last response to Danman83) I just googled CA anonymous… seems obvious now!!!! ????????

    in reply to: Cocaine #22561
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    @Danman83 I just googled CA anonymous… seems obvious now!!!! ????????

    in reply to: Cocaine #22560
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    Thanks for your reply. What is CA anonymous? I’ve seen it mentioned a few times…. not sure if you’re US or UK based? I constantly change (have changed) my mind on meetings. That type of thing is not me at all, but then again…. since being so raw honest with myself, this life is even more not me & I want to change that more than anything so I’m more open minded to anything that’ll help this iron grip feeling that addiction has over you!x

    in reply to: Cocaine #22234
    evieb
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    So sorry for such a delayed response. I forgot to check this inbox. Been trying to sort my head out. I’m still here though!

    in reply to: Coke rules my life #21955
    evieb
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    Thank you.

    Did you, or anyone else on here take part in any type of programme to help change your life & quit… I.e 12 steps etc?

    Thanks in advance

    in reply to: Coke rules my life #21954
    evieb
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    Thank you.

    Did you, or anyone else on here take part in any type of programme to help change your life & quit… I.e 12 steps etc?

    Thanks in advance

    in reply to: Coke rules my life #21953
    evieb
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    Thank you.

    Did you, or anyone else on here take part in any type of programme to help change your life & quit… I.e 12 steps etc?

    Thanks in advance

    evieb
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    @wothless80….. I didn’t crack it! ????

    Maybe try the other way round if you don’t mind:

    E v i e

    Blake

    yahoo

    com

    ????

    evieb
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    Thank you. I think I cracked it & have just reached out.x

    evieb
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    Thank you for your reply. I’ve never spoken about this to anyone other than my partner who also has had/sometimes still does, struggle with the same thing.

    I had never touched anything other than alcohol until 6 (ish) years ago when at 27years old, with my partner, we started to dabble just recreational, very few & far between nights, only really on a hotel night away &/or at most a ‘proper out out night’. We went through a tough temporary separation (he cheated, but not as black & white as that, but would take too long to explain that) 2 years ago which we are now great & have worked at repairing that a lot , but I think that’s when unintentionally I had the ‘f**k it mentally’ of why not, along with a mental struggle due to my mum going through several cancer diagnosis, treatments, surgeries etc. I had a bit of a breakdown & although so much of the above mentioned is far better… it’s just become such a normal set habit/routine but I do not want to be this person!!X

    evieb
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    To; Bexdean, Sarahlockheart, worthless80, Lost12 & Lamme74

    As weird as this may seem, I’m so glad I have come across this chat. I feel the same as you guys. A lot resonates with me. I just don’t know where to start to make that change!x

    in reply to: Cocaine #21797
    evieb
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    Danman83…. I need your help. How did you do it please?

    in reply to: Coke rules my life #21796
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    I’m not the intended receiver for this response…. however Ffd’s original post resonated with me so much. I’m new here & trying to find my may back to my better life! Whilst EVERYTHING you said is 100% correct, (& I can only speak for myself), but I exactly think, feel & want all you said & it sounds so black & white…. but then the grips of addiction play with your mind & make you not think like yourself! ????

    in reply to: Coke rules my life #21794
    evieb
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    Ahhhh… finally someone baring all & being so real. I wish I could speak privately to you, I don’t know the rules as I’m new here but pretty certain that’s not allowed.

    I’m sorry you’re experiencing this, I know how that feels. I’m just not quite ready to be as out publicly yet!! ????????x

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