Thank you so much for replying. I haven’t been able to tell anybody because I want to get through Christmas as a family for my daughter’s sake. I think the hardest part is knowing he had been doing it for years and I had absolutely no idea, I am so betrayed. Drugs are so far apart from the person I married, I don’t know anything anymore. This is the worst kind of betrayal, I can’t seem to process what’s happened and that it’s been going on for so long.