[fighter82]

It’s a demon you will have to fight for the rest of your life, just take each day as it comes and allow yourself to be proud of yourself. my husband says everyone does drugs these days, it a terrifying thought!

You’re so right in what you say but i feel like I should be fighting for him, I love him deeply. I tell myself every day “he’s not trying to hurt you he can’t help it” but like you say if he’s not willing to put the effort in!

[fighter82]

Thanks for listening.

It had been a long road, he started on pills (ecstasy), moved onto cocaine and then heroin.

Well done for your 2 weeks clean, I lived with my husband having a coke problem for years. I understand “the demons that come out”.

He Claimed to want help, he pretended he wanted help, I listened, I cried, I supported him but he has been lying, stealing and continuing to use heroin.

He would not go to rehab, he is very clingy and would not cope without familiar people around, saying that surely if you wanted help you would do anything??

I feel so proud of your strength in fighting your habit and still finding the time to help others

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