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It’s really nice to be able to speak on here. I feel like this has been a huge secret I’ve kept bottled up for so long and it Eats me Alive. I’m not scared to admit that I felt almost ashamed last night when I went to bed wired and looked up ‘cocaine help forums’ but I am glad now that I did as I think this genuinely might really help me. And as for you guys who are saying that your partner is using I feel so awful for you guys as I am probably doing the same to my boyfriend. It must truly be the worst thing to be on the opposite side of it all xx
I have found lockdown really hard, and I almost feel so guilty for that as I have friends who are nurses who are out risking their health and I’m working from home. I’ve been using mid week alone which I never used to do and I feel terrible about it, but the worse I feel the more I feel I do it. I’ve been so selfish and acted in ways I normally wouldn’t! Snuffysmith – do you ever get that feeling the next day when you Have been taking it and you wake up That you literally hate yourself so much, your thoughts are running a million miles an hour through your head?
It’s actually nice to speak to someone about this so I really hope you come back to me! Maybe we can help each other
Hey, so I have also probably reached the same point as you in the sense that we have both realised it’s a problem enough to reach out to a forum. I’ve used cocaine for years, mostly because it gave me confidence. But I’ve now found myself doing it alone when my partner is in the house and thinking to myself why are you doing this? It’s a fucked up situation, the hold it has over you even when you don’t realise it