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Hi well where do I start, I have a coke addiction for around 11 years. I’m 50 and I have a job where I earn good money it’s a 300 a week habit sometimes 4 I am on it literally most days, and believe me it has ruined me, how my girlfriend has stayed it is beyond me.. I’m a normal guy but once I get that I am a complete changed man, the only thing on my mind is Coke, how I haven’t died is beyond me.. sometimes I sit there with heart palpitations and think this is it, but do you know what… I wait till I calm and yes you have guessed it another big fat line! Who would do this when you could just drop dead, and guys and gals people do… I don’t smoke but when on that I smoke like a house on fire, and the porn.. well every Cocain user has the same idea I think you spend hours on it, guys with 11 years experience I can tell you please don’t even go there, I’ve lost everything every week 300 goes from my wages and and you think when I pay for that I have nothing so I get more, my nose is burned out it’s got to stop, but being a addict please can someone give me advice, when I’m normal it’s a few days and I then think about and then I go at it again, people this drug is evil it bends your mind, alcohol sex and cigarettes and in normality you are not like that… befor I was doing ok, even used to collect classic land rovers there gone, everything is gone, so I am writing to people to say the warnings of this drug, you will lose everything, your absence from the people you love your mum your dad look at the time money the quality of life you lose and how time goes quick and befor you know it your older and deeper in dept and what have you got to show for your money… I really need to quit and tell people my experience if you have this problem we know what your going through and the things you do when on it, life is not always about risk, life is about the small good things you do, and believe me I’m trying to do that… good luck to everyone with this problem in stopping it it’s so hard

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