[hayl]

My husband has been taking cocaine for 5 years apparently, but I only found out last year he still denies it, he will not tell me the truth keeps liein blatantly to my face even when I have saw him sneak out! I have teenage children that know what is going on. He takes it Thursday to Saturday.

But what I find difficult is he has a way that makes me feel sorry for him. It is affecting me know I cant stop thinking about the betrayal and lies.

[hayl]

Your so right! I know what I need to do cause I’m allowing it to a certain extent cause I dont want the kids to pick up on stuff, so I brush it under the carpet alot.

[hayl]

Thank you for replying. It’s horrible and it’s like living with a stranger, I dont know what mood he is going to be in. He wont tell me how much he has but I think he just has it to function, cause he does it the house while me and the kids are in bed. I cant tell now when hes on it and when he isnt. He doesnt care what he looks like anymore cause he only goes to work he has no social life.

I dont believe a word he says so I really dont know how it’s ever gonna work.

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