[hea0602]

Sounds good though that your missus is on board and part of the process of you getting sober!! Is there another platform we can chat on, I’d really like to chat about this stuff because I’m planning to go clean as of today!!

[hea0602]

That’s the problem isn’t it when you start coming down, or I call it the fear starts kicking in, I just have to get more and it goes on and on!! Ah mate that’s really shit sorry to hear that!! Thanks for replying, you seem like a decent bloke!!

[hea0602]

The problem is I’ll go home on my own after the sesh and carry on because I feel like I can’t stop it.

I think the realisation has hit that I do need to completely stop, every time I now go down the pub or out with the lads I tell myself I’ll only do a ticket and be home asleep by midnight but that never happens and it always leads to a roll through. I do really need to completely knock it on the head.

The reason I posted last night is I was sat in my lounge on my own doing line after line, feeling disgusted by what I was doing but not being able to stop.

[hea0602]

Well done for 3 weeks!!

I live with my partner and she doesn’t use at all.

I’m normally okay with controlling myself before I take the drug, I can go a month or so at a time without using or drinking at all. The problem is when I do do it once I start I cannot stop. I’ll spend crazy amounts of money and go for 2-3 days at a time. I don’t know how people stop taking it once they are on a ‘sesh’ and was wondering if you had any advice?

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