Hi it’s first time I’ve been on here and I say the same am I going mad I feel like I’m gonna have break down half the time 13yrs been with my partner and 7yrs of knowing he was taking crack he promised it wud end I thrown him out more times then I’ve had hot dinners I was searching for him and he wud be in crack dens in flats turn phone of not see him for over a week they say they have to hit rock bottom but he lost he’s dad from COVID he’s jobs home now me and stayed away from it for 4weeks but went back last Tue all I need to try and do is let him go I’ve found the more I go on at him the more he does it so I’ll try this way just have no contact fingers crossed