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Hi Kasiesta!

I’m in a very similar situation as you. I, too met my now husband right before the Covid shutdown. He was clean off adderall (used meth before) for 8 months but we did recreational drugs together since we wanted to do it together. After that, he kept on relapsing. I can use it responsibly as I do have ADHD too, as does he. But I’ve learned to control it when I became a holistic nutritionist. Long story short, after two years he finally admitted to himself he is an addict where he denied it before and didn’t commit to smart recovery or therapy. He almost lost his job at Delta where he’s still on probation because he relapsed. He can take 8-12 30mg in a period of a couple of hours! I’m sure he’ll suffer long term irreversible damage to his brain. This will also affect the way he matures (if he ever does). At this point, I have to protect myself. Words don’t mean anything. Only actions matters. He’s my twin flame so I’m quite torn to having to annul it the 3RD time! But I have to do what’s best for me. I gave him too many chances and I have noticed that I’ve spoiled him and he is now taking advantage of my generosity and kindness. Let me know if you’re still in the same situation or if you have moved on! Best of luck!

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