Hello Window
Cocaine makes us push away the people closest to us. Your situation sounds terrible for both you and your son.
I am going using now and I am at rock bottom. My situation is a little bit different to yours but it all comes down to the same reason.
Drugs and addiction.
I have put my own story on here to hopefully get me and my family on the right road to recovery.
I wish you and your child all the best and if you ever want any advice on addiction or the effects the drugs have on your husband then please leave a comment on my thread.
Jxx