I am pretty sure I lost the man I was talking to due to cocaine. It just suddenly clicked and made sense. We had been talking for 10 months. Over those 10 months I noticed a steady mental health decline. He also brought up cocaine quite a few times in our conversations and I just never picked up on it. I just though he had alcohol problems. But it makes sense the depression, anxiety, him always complaining about his health. A few times I remember him being super loud and confident over for absolutely no reason and it drove me nuts. He recently decided to randomly shut me out and then appears with some girlfriend that I never even heard of and I don’t think he has known long at all. He just didn’t make sense at all. The constant back and forth behavior etc, the bad anxiety.