[jess1423]

Hi all,

This is my first time on this forum and reading this story makes me sit here and cry as I can relate to this so much.Me and my parter have been together for 20 months now and over the past few months he seams to be taking it every weekend.Its so hard for me as I dont do this myself and it just seams like money being washed down the drain.When he tells me hes getting it I try to talk him out of it but he just says he facies it.I asked him to see it from my persective and to think how I feel inside my head.He knows he needs help and hes openly addmitted it and hes going to see the doctor next week so hoping this might help him.Its just so hard for me as I feel like I have hit a brick wall and dont know what to do and it hurts me so much that I cant even help him.I know I shouldnt focus on the past and I should put it behind me but things have happened in the past with him that just give me this sick feeling inside.All I want to do is help him but everything just turns into an argument, I dread my weekends becuase I know hes going to stay up doing coke.

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