[jjrs14]

I’m planning on going to some sort of meeting if I can find one in my area. I’m glad you found somewhere to talk. I just hope I don’t feel like this forever x

[jjrs14]

He is quite an introverted person though and him keeping this a secret from me has really got to him. He’s agreed to go to NA meetings, first one is tonight, and said he’ll keep me updated. I think he’s just incredibly ashamed of himself so is finding it difficult to face me, and to be honest I’m finding it difficult to face him too. I was considering speaking to the doctor about coping strategies for me because I’m sick of being so angry and upset at him all the time even though I know it’s normal. Thank you for your replies xx

[jjrs14]

We have split up and he has said he will get help but that he needs to do it on his own. It’s just so hard for me to stay away from him. I’ve had addiction issues in the past however not with coke but I’ve done unforgivable things myself because of it so I understand. I just can’t stop feeling angry and just so depressed about it. I also don’t suppose anyone knows if a doctor would have to report this if I spoke to them about how I’m feeling? I have a history of mental health issues and it’s getting incredibly hard to cope, but I don’t want to risk my son’s dad not being able to see him.

[jjrs14]

I’m currently living with my parents, and he’s been bringing it into their house, and taking it while in charge of our 4 week old baby. I feel so betrayed, and sick.

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