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No I want to keep quiet too, cause I’m embarrassed.
I know he needs to want to stop, and by me talking to him yep again hoping he will want too. If he doesn’t I think we are in need of serious space.
Sorry didn’t mean to press question marks ????
Thank you, it’s nice to sort of talk to people that understand and r experiencing the same. Can’t talk to my family or friends cause they will hate him n b very judging.
I wanna to him again n let him know how I’m feeling but I know he just gonna tell me he no longer doing it wen I know deep down he is, then he’ll turn round on me saying I’m calling him a liar n there is no trust. Think I may just bite the bullet just need to know wen.
Thank u for understanding ????
No nothing has happened to him, he started using from once or twice a year to more n more frequent. I just feel I am married to another person. Today is his day off n right now he’s sound asleep anyone would think it’s him that’s been up feeding baby every 3 hrs in the night. I’m sorry don’t mean to play victim card, but I have no one I can talk to about this and it’s just nice to get it out without feeling judged.
It’s like I wrote this message myself. Super concerned bout my hubby what stared couple of times a year but I think it’s more of a daily thing now to be honest. I had a proper heart to heart with him about everything n he promised me he’d stop or if he did any he would be honest. I honestly don’t think he has stopped, constant running nose, head aches, numerous trips to toilet (& always goes to one furthest away from where I am) zero appetite, drinking & seems to avoid spending time with me n kids as much as possible, and if he dies not for long & it’s all rushed like he’s trying to appease me.
Does this sound like someone who is still on it? Cause I’m going stir paranoid mode atm 🙁