Hi Bella don’t really know where to begin. I’ve used cocaine for many years but could always control it. Now my husband gets it in large amounts. I have asked him not to get it any more cos it’s taking over our lives.he says I’m selfish asking him not to have it cos I can’t control myself and keep having it he gives me it then goes mad with me when I keep taking it. I have now been awake since Friday and have work in the morning. Same story different day thanks for getting back to me. I feel like I have taken the first step x