My partner is now in jail because he got cocaine phycosis he had a job a house everything a family we have lost it all now he lied he stole he pretend he was somebody he wasn’t the o my advice I can give you is , is it worth it to loose everything you have because of a bit of cocaine I have lost my home my partner everything I am heartbroken if you really want to do it , you will do it before it gets to late and you loose everything I never thought my situation would get to this ever but it has drugs ruin everything and my life has gone within a matter of days everything taken from me 🙁 it can happen just like that , it sounds like you have good support so use them people to help you as much as you can x