Hiya
Sorry to hear about the abuse and your partner. No one is here to judge but please don’t swap one addict for other.
Maybe ask yourself two things:
1. If he doesn’t have a problem, why did he decide to do coke before meeting up with you? If it isn’t an addiction, then that behaviour isnt acceptable either way!
2. Why are you questioning yourself, you know where this leads and you deep down know the question x
Hope that doesn’t sound harsh.