[kellie]

ive had the night from hell i stuck to my guns and gave him nothing and i wouldnt let him home i just needed some space to clear my head but he couldnt give me that he was calling constantly demanding money then when that didnt work he got realy nasty he was on my face book and sent me msgs saying he was going to kill his self live on my face book he left nasty statuses saying that i decided to be single i deleated it quick and changed my [assword a police officer turned up at 3.30 checking i was ok and to tell me hed been arrested he told them hed od.d on tablets but i knew he was lieing i took all the tablets out of the packet and gave him 1 no way is he getting away with that he thinkd he can get outt of it using that excuse i love the man with all my heart but what do i doo it has to stop xx

[kellie]

i just feel sad hes been my best freind for 14 years but i best freind wouldnt treet me like this hes called demanding money but ive told him to go whistle that moneys for my kids xmas theyve done nothing wrong and he can piss off hes spent enougphe xx

[kellie]

well all i can say is ive tried but today i have to say ime done ime descusted and ashamed so call that evil peice of crap my husband nothings going to change and i get that now, he is a thief and a lier i noticed money still going missing out of my bank not his so would need my card well i thought ide done well not letting him get his hands on either but phoned the bank today and money was still going out then i realised i orderd a new card a few months ago so i had the new card but hed kept the origional and been yousing it for months cought him out today i moved my money and got my card back and bones his wages went in ive now moved them to my account screw him he can have nothing, i was quite calm and told him to leave looks like cocain won hes all yours i cant help anymore xxx

[kellie]

thank you lovely ime trieng so hard to be his rock but its soooooooooooooo hard whos our support theres lots of help if they want it but not much help for us after all the kids cant have two screwed up parents we are at the drug doctors today to see what damage has been done i hope it puts the fear of god up him and he finely realises theres only 2 ways out of this 1 help or 2 death there seems to be no inbetween just wish i could run away but i wont just want this nightmare over if i dont stay strong who will xx

[kellie]

youre never on youre own sweetheart stay strong xx

[kellie]

morning hunny ime happy your son is reaching out for help we have the mental health team come to our home everyday as the cocain phycosis took over and he took a overdose last monday and that realy was our rock bottom and the time i said no more i think he realy scared hiself hes at the doctors today and i think hes going to be upset with how much damage hes done these drug dealers are scum they dont care there ripping familys apart its our wedding anniversary today weve been together 14yrs but married a year all we can do is pray they mean what thay say and continue to get help my husband has spent thousands and left us pennyless but as a wife and a mum i wont let it beat us that i promise you xx

[kellie]

sadly lovely ime going through the same and my heart breaks for you my husband has left us with no money and a lot of debt 4weeks before christmas we hit our rock bottom on monday when he was cought out again he took a overdose but thankfuly i phoned the police and they found him in time he has now asked for help and we are getting it it makes me so angry that its there addiction not ours but were the ones in pain please dont think for one minute this is youre fault its a evil drug that changes them dont suffer alone though reach out for help and dont back down he will be back but only when hes hit rock bottom make sure he cant get his hands on youre money and if you need a chat ime allways here xx

[kellie]

hi lovely as the wife of a addict i feel youre pain its a scary place for us loved ones i can promise you that reaching out on this forum will help you there is a lot of good people in here and we all want the same thing and thats our loved ones well please reach out to youre local mental health team and drug team they are there to help and not judge he has to want help and nothing will change until he does and please dont blame yourself its there addiction not ours we just live it with a clear head ime allways here if you need support ime on day 3 of him getting help we have got a long way to go but we will get there xx

[kellie]

thank you weve just had our first meeting with the mental health team and they were brilliant it was heartbreaking today because i had social services on my back but i will not let this affect my boys he feels better being able to talk and i feel a bit better being able to listen i promise you this evil drug will not beat this family watch out cocaine ime coming for you o know its only the first hurdle and theres a long way to go but tonight for the firs time in a long time i think ile sleep xx

[kellie]

we got this ladies……. and weve got each others backs so lets stay strong and hold our heads up were the ones keeping everything going so theyve got a home to come back to i am so glad he couldnt get his hands on youre money xxxxx

[kellie]

awww sweetheart my heart breaks for you if hes not in either places ide prepare myself for heartache he could be with another woman some bitch that will feed and share his habitt i dont mean to upset you but for warnd and all that they want you to go looking for them its part of there power to make us week and scared he will come home when money runs out and he feels like crap promising the world please be stong lovely because sadly you have to be strong for both of you whilst hes week and pathetic youve got us to chat to and too keep youre head up my thoughts are with you hunny xxx pc maybe its time to phone the police and tell them youre worries and if hes in a car they will find him xxx

[kellie]

well what can i say today has been a long ass day he finaly saw the mental health team this morning and they phoned me they say he realy wants help and will do whatever it takes to beet this disgusting vule evil habit he has come home and we have just had a call from the home rehab people they are coming tomorrow to talk to us about a treatment plan ime not going to be nieve and think yeyyyyyy its going to have to be one day at a time but the first step has been made by him i just hope and pray we can work on this together and ime praying i get the man i fell in love with van come back to us and i just want to say thank you being able to vent to you is saving me from going crazy because everybody is worried about him but whos there for me xxx

[kellie]

hi lovely ime on the other side ime with a addict and well done for asking for help please if i can give you any advice do what you need to do doctor help lines anything because the people that love you will be dieing inside youve made the first step its going to be hard but not as hard as seeing youre loved ones crumble xx

[kellie]

its 4.15 i cant sleep my brain wont let me but hes phoned the police have taken him to the hospital he said they are watching him so he dosent leave i hope he gets help now but i know they will patch him up and send him home the nights are the worse its so lonely everybody else that has a normal life is asleep i wish xx

[kellie]

omg sweatheart i realy hope you and the babys are ok why should we have to hide everything its our home we keep it running while they do what they want i thought we was going to be ok he was cought out again and said the same old crap we had a nice weekend then today i found out hed spent all our money i admit i went mad but only because i gave him every chance to tell me everything but once again he lied dont know why ime supprised he was phoneing and msging all night and i finaly gave in and said come home we will contact everywhere we need to in the morning all i asked was leave me alone i need time and space he wanted to be able to cuddle me but for one i was strong he then grabbed tablets and beer and left so i had no choice i had to phone the police i dont want him to die they finaly found him ive herd nothing since but at least i know hes safe i dont know how you cope lovely bleach realy they both need sectioning for there own sake then maybe they will get the help they need and give us and are babys a break xxx

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