Hello
Awh god I feel so embarrassed actually saying this I feel so lost and broken I physically and mentally can not take this any more I Wana scream and ask for help if I don’t give him money he says he will sleep with other people everything is my fault I am horrible I am abusive I am controlling he goes out for half an hour and comes back the next day he never admits he has ever been on drugs he speaks to me like nothing else he scream at me.wjay do I do I love him so much but I am at the point is it brush my hair I don’t wear my make up I am just done you will never beat crack it will always win xxx