[kiraz]

Hi, I also need help. This started with getting massacred by a “dentist” two years ago. He destroyed my teeth, roots and gums. Regular painkillers started doing nothing and it’s been about 1.5 years since I started taking some codeine. And about 6 months since the codeine addiction began to be worse. My stomach is a mess, I’m failing at my job, and I’m in a huge debt. But the worst thing is, the pain in one tooth (is only one now, frontal left, been in surgeries for 2 years and the rest is o.k. but this tooth is killing me) won’t go away. Been to many other dentists and specialists, they can’t find a reason why. I’m starting to think it’s a mental thing because my body wants more codeine. Even when I take more than usual the pain stays there or gets worse. I think it might be opiate hyperplasia. So I want out. Right now I’ve been taking about 3 to 4 Oxaforte (50 mg of codeine each) 1 to 2 Kodone (1 mg of hydrocona each) and 1 to 1.5 of tafil ( benzodiazepines 1 mg each tablet). So yeah. I’m messed up. Im 31, 5’2 female. I understand now that you get blinded by opioid and get in denial, you grow to love them and don’t really want out. Oh and I’ve got my eating disorders back. Especially since it’s so easy to not eat and restrict with codeine.

The thing is today was my first day. I’m trying cbd, started today, ans only took 100 mg of codeine, 50 of hidrocodona and 1mg of benzo. I did get panic attacks, and the pain in the tooth is there but the cbd helped. It’s by no means magical, as some may say, but it helped I guess.

Best of luck to you and if you have some words of comfort I’ll appreciate then as I felt like dying today.

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