[kran91]

In the same situation been with him 10 years, many times said he will stop but never does, this will be the 5th time Iv found out his told me his stopped, but still going to meetings (or so he says!) etc but still doing it, we also have children, I just feel num on the whole thing but know I can’t keep doing this feels like it’s going round in circles it’s only been 5/6 weeks since his last “relapse” or whatever you call it he has a drink on a weekend and admits his using!, but come during the week he expects me to just ignore the “problem” and pretend I’m okay and everything is all good to our family & friends children, just feel like an idiot bringing it up time and time again to family/friends it’s embarrassing! But feel like I have no one to talk to who completely understands how I’m feeling.

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