[lainy33]

Thank you for all you kind words I’ve really been through it so he relapsed again and he decided to leave my heart is absolutely shredded to pieces he’s gone because he wasn’t happy still loves and cares for me but doesn’t want to be here I feel angry it should of been me that walked out not him he’s the one that put us and his children in the position we was in and now I just feel lost I worked so hard with him through rehab all the meetings space understanding and everything for him to wake up from a relapse and go I don’t quite no what I’m trying to get out of this I just needed to write it some where

[lainy33]

Thank you so much for your words it means a lot to me

I don’t quite no where to start with a reply me and his mum get on so so well I couldn’t ask for better in laws I’m scared of breaking her heart she’s who I normally go to when things are bad but I’ve felt like I could just take it on my own now without having to worry her or anything we all got the money together for rehab and clearing all his debt I just think if she knew now it could be the end of her x and your right I think where I’ve done it for so long with helping him do everything it’s become a habit for me to just do it and do what I can I’m a happy go lucky person never down and try and hold in how I’m feeling constantly until it gets to much even his family say I’m worth a lot more then what he puts me through I think maby I just need to take a big step and say I’ve had enough and we need to part ways ehh it’s all so frustrating

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