[laura13]

Hi I ordered some last night and have had them posted to his house should arrive by Friday. I hope they help I wish he’d unblock me. Spoke to his sister she said they sound good. Just feel rubbish can’t stop crying I’m grieving the relationship and worried sick about him too. I just want him to talk to me xx

[laura13]

Thanks hun I can’t stop crying xxx

[laura13]

I spoke to his sister about the nac supplements she said they seem good so I’ve ordered him some and sent them to his house. He probs won’t know there from me like but still supporting him after what he did to me. Hoping his sister let’s him know I’ve been I contact but who knows would be nice if he knew I still care for him. She thinks he’s will talk to me again I really want him back xxx

[laura13]

Thanks hun u too xxx

[laura13]

Thanks love I really needed to hear that. Hopefully your husband will admit he needs help and get the help he needs. Why do drugs have to exist I worry for when my children are older it scares me to think that they could be introduced to them at high school xxx

[laura13]

Aww I feel for you hun I’m struggling too I know he’s doing it for himself and I admire that it’s just hard when they isolate away from you. He included me in stuff and always did it’s just the hurt he caused me to walk away that’s what’s hard for me not knowing if it’s for good or wheather he did it to concentrate on himself and then be a better person for me. My heads all over the place xx

[laura13]

I know love I’m confused by it all too I just love him and I know he loves me. Luckily he’s never done harm to me or anyone else or done anything bad like stealing or cheating or something against the law he was always open to talking about his problem so I was never in the dark. He spoke to me last Monday about getting of it and taking time of work I just thought I was going to be included xx

[laura13]

I’m hoping he’s going to speak to me again it’s hard love I know. I tried getting him help for ages but he wasn’t ready himself to take action on it but now he is but he’s cut contact with me so I can’t support him. I hope he comes back to me and proves he’s a better person now and we can live a normal life without me constantly worrying about him xx

[laura13]

Where do you purchase yours from I’ve told his sister about them xx

[laura13]

I know kel. My boyfriend ended our relationship a week ago as hes taking the steps to sorting himself out and he said I don’t deserve any of it and he doesn’t deserve me coz he’s abusing himself and feels down and he has to fight for it all now and me. He blocked me then but I’ve been in contact with his sister and he’s on the right path now he’s eating better and not had any drugs since Thursday x

[laura13]

I’ve just read that it’s nac supplements it’s suppose to help with cravings I wish I’d have known as could have told me ex about them xx

[laura13]

Yeah he always says the devil’s got a hold of him hoping he’s going to have the willpower and push through it. He says he suffers with depression but I don’t know if it’s the coke that’s made him depressed. His family know but don’t support him like I did and now I’m in the dark I just hope his sister isn’t just telling me stuff. I know he said of his own back he was fighting it from now on so I hope it’s true what she said xx

[laura13]

Does this mean that he can do stuff physically still like fill a skip like his sister said and he will just feel down and not himself during withdrawral xx

[laura13]

Thanks he’s never been nasty with me just the text to say we was over totally broke my heart. He said he has to get better In himself and he’s making himself worse abusing himself so has taken the steps to change I really hope he does it I miss him and so do my kids xx

[laura13]

How does it make you feel she said he’s been helping fill a skip up with his parents but his knackered now. I’ve no idea I’ve never touched drugs so don’t know the withdrawral effects. I’m hoping if he does stay clean when he’s feeling more himself which I’m not sure on the time length he will speak again. If he wasn’t on the drugs I’m sure he wouldn’t have left xx

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