Thank you so much for your advice and support – I have contacted his gp but he refuses to go ! Mental health crisis team are too busy. We have had two days no alcohol or drugs!!! Only because I have taken it all! He has showered and shaved and what a difference. My adult kids are angry I havnt walked away and are pissed off at Me ! I don’t have any family or friends – I work and my colleagues are fab but I do feel alone. My husband only wants to do this with my help so now I’m walking on egg shells waiting for a relapse!! I’m staying strong and fighting hard – it’s nice to know other people are also living this life and other people do understand .
Thank you so much for reaching out donthaveaclue and Jamesb x