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Hope it’s a better day today for you Eva.Well it’s snowing in Scotland today.Pretty miserable which definitely doesn’t do your mood much good.Chas and Chris hope you’re both good this morning

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Only once did I get questioned by a really young assistant.I mind being so annoyed but more embarrassed.Never went to that one again.Meant having to find another though

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Also when they go through the warnings of taking them I used to listen intently and nod my head as if it was the first time I’d heard it ????

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Awe Chas that actually made me laugh.I would have to hype myself up before going into pharmacy and when I saw it wasn’t one I recognised I’d be so pleased.Also hated when I’d go in and the assistant would say”sorry pharmacist on lunch can’t sell you them”.I was just comparing myself from last week and I really have come a long quite a bit.Have managed a lot of housework tasks that I couldn’t have faced in the past week.That’s cheered me up a bit as it’s progress . I’m off today and tomorrow but will work Fri,sat and sun.It keeps me going though .

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Chris you’ve done so well.I really wouldn’t give in to that horrible voice.I read on someone’s comments to remember that this feeling is only temporary.when I write in my diary I also write that every day”only temporary “

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Yes have read about the dopamine chas.I think by keeping busy and a routine probably helps too.I had almost full box of solpadol and threw them out when I decided I’d had enough.Strange as I used to search through bags and jacket pockets hoping I’d left some there

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Thanks Chas.It’s good to know that there’s light at the end of this tunnel. I’m very determined not to take them ever again so whatever is infront of me,so be it

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At the beginning I was reading people’s journey and expecting mine to be the same.When people were saying by day 18 they felt better I was getting disheartened when that wasn’t the case for me.I realise that everyone is obviously similar as to what we are doing but the symptoms and the time are probably going to be a bit different

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I think it can be like that Chris.I seem to have ok days and some not.Go kinda up and down.

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Awe Eva you don’t need extra stress.Hope the kids are ok.I was so busy yesterday at work and also not as good as the Monday.Never got settled till quite late but had the best sleep from I started this journey.Hope Chris and Chas are ok also.

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I was the same.Tried them for a headache one day and was whizzing about doing all my housework.They always gave me energy until a year ago.Started needing more but the energy wasn’t the same

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Don’t miss the chemist visits one bit.Actually got embarrassed most of the time.Driving for miles also

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There’s no filling me Eva but I was really underweight so not a bad thing

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Awe Chris that’s brilliant.You’re doing great.90mg is good .Hope you manage it today too

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Well done Chas.2 month is brilliant and you sound pretty positive and determined

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