Yes he smokes crack, every day and night. He begs and borrows from family and friends who thankfully have no idea what he is doing. I can’t tell anyone as don’t want people thinking bad of him or seeing how pathetic I am in putting up with it. Every now and again I catch a glimpse of the man I fell in love with. But your right, I can leave, I can’t give up on him and the kids….it just sucks….existing – not living
