When he first went to prison I missed him like mad but now I feel my life is so much calmer. I’ve even cut his mum off a month ago cause she’s an alcoholic that leaves me abusive voice mails. We spoke the other day and he said he wanted to find his own place when he got out cause he felt building a bond up with his kids is the most important thing. The prison are helping him get accommodation and work and he himself said he wanted to self ref to a drug support service. He’s even got himself on some course on drug addiction education to understand himself more and with the hope to do more courses and help others. Then last night I was sorting through his stuff looking for his ID and I found my dead dads old mobile phone that he must have stole from me before he went it. I just thought why am I doing this, he’s said and done all this before when in prison cause others have told me so what makes me any different.
