Thank you for your words of Support, it’s 6 months today and honestly it’s not any easier you just somehow when doing the dishes or hoovering think of what your actually doing!!! The toxicology reports came back and sure enough it was a heart attack.
I had always had a strained relationship with his mother, infact so did he but I would say it’s worse then ever now as guilt has a funny way of rearing it’s ugly head at times like this, she decided to scatter her sons ashes without our daughter,people could say she was to young but it did not have to be done so soon,so I’m not actually sure where he is, sad thing is I think she still wants to remember him as her 14yr old boy not a grown man with a family of his own 🙁 !!!!
Lou x