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I don’t have anyone but him ???? the sad thing is he’s just contacted me tonight declaring his love and I’m not strong enough to tell him where to go, my mood has been so low I’ve been looking for a way out and all I want to do is throw my arms around him I wish I could hate him but I can’t x
My ex has recently moved out “last Friday” after another argument where I felt I was walking on eggshells and not strong enough to deal with his constant accusations about how I do certain things like touch my hair around his friends and that that’s me flirting! I asked him to leave and he went, brief messages from him shifting the blame on to me everything’s always my fault, I opened up to him a few nights ago and again he said I love you but I can’t live thinking you’ll keep throwing me out, no apology for the mental torture I’ve had to endure for months because cocaine makes him so paranoid and insecure. Haven’t heard a thing from him and he usually makes peace once he’s come down, maybe he’s still high or maybe he’s just not bothered about what he’s done to me and my family, hope your both okay, sorry to latch on to your conversation I just needed to vent I’m absolutely heartbroken ???? x