[mammyessex]

I know what you mean they stole my marriage and my future x I’m still just sick really nothings changed I know it’s an addiction but it doesn’t just effect them , my mental health is shocking as I guess is yours x keep your head held high it’s so easy for others to say what to do when they don’t have to live with it x

[mammyessex]

Hi how’s things now x

[mammyessex]

Yes I have I defiantly think I have both ???? so sad for us all that these idiots have put us in this position x we will shine again ladies ????

[mammyessex]

You are absolutely right ! When I think of all new put me and his own kids through I still can’t believe it ! The problem is I still love him when will that go , how and why do I still love him after all this ? It’s not so much the drugs well it is but it’s the lies and slyness the money leaving us with nothing how are they not ashamed ?

[mammyessex]

That’s exactly how I feel , I’ve started going down hill again where I just want to hide away and not have to see anyone I’m still embarrassed about it all even though I no I have nothing to be embarrassed about I may never get answers and that’s just something I’m going to have to deal with x

[mammyessex]

Thanks ❤️ It’s really hard trying not to overthink every single action isn’t it x 8 months of just pure hell x

[mammyessex]

You are doing amazing I wish I had your strength I feel like I’ve got nothing left in me to give need to try to keep pushing on for the kids , hard with no regular money off pablo x

[mammyessex]

Hi guess the fact mine left me gives me the answers he just musnt have loved me enough to stay which is just absolutely shitty x another day over I suppose x love too you both x

[mammyessex]

I’m so sorry to hear you’ve been struggling I’ve been terrible to ???? still struggling to understand how we got here when we’ve done nothing wrong I wonder if I’m ever going to feel better really feel like I won’t im barely making it through each day I’m scared for the future still , wish none of it had happened x I’ll never ever begin to understand the selfishness of it all x Sending hugs ????

[mammyessex]

He came to see our son today he didn’t look like he had took anything am I

Being daft in thinking he has stopped using

[mammyessex]

There wasted as addicts. , could have been comedians ????

[mammyessex]

He’s not lived here for 8 months

[mammyessex]

Yeah and to be honest it’s so i no if he’s using

[mammyessex]

Thanks it’s just horrific sick of it all I’m just so stuck heard rumours he’s on opiots too , still nit giving me regular money If I ask questions he turns it round to me

[mammyessex]

How are you ? I’m still the same no further forward he’s still refusing to do tests for me says he doesn’t have too says he’s off the coke , I don’t believe him he’s still gambling 100 s too , can’t get over this is just life now I’m below rock bottom

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