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How are you ? I’m still the same no further forward he’s still refusing to do tests for me says he doesn’t have too says he’s off the coke , I don’t believe him he’s still gambling 100 a too , can’t get over this is just life now I’m below rock bottom

[mammyessex]

Utter morons man x

[mammyessex]

Does yours ever complain of flu or a cold ?

[mammyessex]

Big pupils , angry outbursts , depression , constantly complaining there poorly , mines got flu ???? every few weeks ????‍????

[mammyessex]

He’s old enough to stand on his own Feet now he needs to learn himself

[mammyessex]

It’s very easy for others to say who’s not in our position the effect it’s having on you and your other son isn’t fair on yous you also have to be careful of enabling the addict if he can always come home to you he’s never going to learn I know how heartbreaking it is though x

[mammyessex]

I would tell him he has to move out , how old is he ?

[mammyessex]

I don’t know if it actually helps my anxiety Is through the roof daily , Will he overdose etc don’t even know where he’s staying x

[mammyessex]

I don’t know with mine but I imagine a hell of a lot a week it’s so addictive they are constantly chasing that first high it’s a vicious circle x

[mammyessex]

Hi it’s a hard position to be in you have to do what’s Best for yourself and other son , addiction turns people into selfish monsters

[mammyessex]

Mine moved out to spare me his addiction but I’m still constantly worried it’s over taking my life , he’s bad again apparently with flu ????‍???? swear he gets it every few months im sure it’s a comedown honestly never ever thought coke would make my world crash down x

Heads up ladies x

[mammyessex]

Well done on admitting your problem

You send like a decent guy xx my coke addict husband left me and our kids it’s almost broke me he’s hitting 40 too wish he could see his fault x try seeing your gp and contact cocaine anonymous for support , does your family know ? X

[mammyessex]

I’m

So upset again , I just miss my husband miss being able to talk to him about my day or the kids , what’s the point of this is going to be how I feel forever I’m

Not moving any further forward ???? still don’t know where he’s staying sick sick sick !

I’m so sorry your having to live like that my husband turns awful with alcohol so I know what it’s like walking around on egg shells it’s no life I’m never ever no matter what people say going to get over being abandoned by my husband not after all the years together , what if he does clean up on the future and meets some one else does that mean I’m the problem and that me and his kids wernt enough ?

He’s back to gambling hundreds again too , he sent me some money first time in months but what about next week when I’m back to panicking about feeding the kids , I’ve also not had the bus fair for hospitals etc it’s so bloody degrading !

I feel like I’m in Groundhog Day people just expect me to be able to just move on like I’m not living in hell daily , if it wasn’t for the kids I wouldn’t be here x

Love and hugs x

[mammyessex]

Hi what’s his stance on his addiction ? Is he wanting to come off it , I suspect this has gave him a huge shock x

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I’m so sorry ????

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