[mand81]

Thank you, will do

[mand81]

I think it would definitely be helpful to listen to others experiences! I think I’m going to sign up for first one next Tuesday!! Thanks for being so kind

[mand81]

Sounds like great advice and what I had in mind anyway. I have been looking on the AA website. On zoom; can u just listen in as u say or do people see you? Do you have to talk if you don’t want to?

And I am waiting to hear when my counciling will start to try deal with my other issues.

Well done for your 12 years! That’s so great.

[mand81]

That’s definitely what I need to do. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thank you

[mand81]

I don’t blame my boyfriend for leaving me, he tried to help. Maybe he was here to show me to my self so I could love myself more. It’s taken him leaving for me to actually be shocked into quitting the demon drink!

[mand81]

Hey ! Thanks for replying. Yeh a lot of issues I need to sort so I don’t turn to drink, to drink Cos I think I hate myself. I definitely have to stop drinking and never touch a drop again, otherwise I will continue to act the same way. You wouldn’t believe the amount of things I’ve messed up when drunk, it’s embarrassing…events, occasions, even a funeral wake ????

[mand81]

Hi, I can relate but from the other side. I was your partner. I would drink to block out / torture myself and say to my partner I hated myself plus many more vile things, but I know why, I have past trauma issues to deal with, still do. I lost my partner because of my drinking, he helped for 3 years until enough was enough. I will never forgive myself for that but I’m on the slow road to recovery with counciling and ditching the booze. It’s never worth it. I am proof.

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