MarkyMark

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    Hi Wynter

    It sure is a not nice experience.

    It is getting beyond a joke now! Lol

    I just pray i am going to wake up one day and it will all be gone.That is what keeps me going in all honesty.

    Keep strong Wynter,it has got to stop sometime i know it has!

    Speak soon and take care.

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    <p style=”text-align: center;”>Ahh Wynter, these things are sent to try us ay!!</p>
    Is nice to know you are on the mend now.

    Am with you on anxiety, absolute horror!! Hate it!! Some days i really have bad thoughts knowing it is going to be there forever.I will have more tools to battle it however you know how hard it is waking to the horror,falling asleep knowing the horror is goi g to be there in the morning.That is me anyway.

    Even the diazepam does not really help anymore for a full on attack.It is what it is i suppose.As you say just got to keep fighting it.

    Am 9 week tomorrow! 62 days at present.Still have the urges too!! Sometimes strong ones.

    Ah well,stay strong Wynter! Thoughts and good vibes sent your way!

    Continuity is the key!

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi all

    Just saying hello and telling you all that you are all great for trying to kick this evil substance! If you are here you are in the right place!

    Stay strong all! ???????? ????????

    MarkyMark
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    Ohh Wynter, sorry too hear this! I trued to reply last night,but the page would not load! I hope you are ok now.

    You are definitely not at square one. You have done amazing. Do not let the demon back in.At times like these i feel the pressure,and guilt for putting forward that medication. ????‍♂️

    I hope this finds you in a better place Wynter, sending good vibes!! Stay strong troops!

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi all! I hope everyone is ok and feeling ok.

    Seem to be getting anxiety quote regularly, the big attacks too! Do not understand this anxiety stuff.I am staying positive however it is quite hard.

    Wynter you hit the nail on the head..that MEH feeling just cannot get rid for some reason.

    Warby i hope you are well,Wynter i hope the Phenegan substitution work ok.

    They didnt help me yesterday.

    However nothing would in all honesty.

    It has been a little quiet on the site this last week.

    I hope everyone is still on track.

    Sending good vibes to all!

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi all

    Hope everyone is well and in better health.

    Just popping in.

    Stay strong all thoughts are with you all

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi all,woke up really pissed off again.Dopped my daughter off an had a half hour march, feel a little better.

    I think this is the “paws effect”.

    It makes sense,i have always suffered with Anxiety so it is going to take a good while to settle.The Phenergan do help, i have noticed that. Not as much as i would like, but they do help. I just want some proper motivation.I am exercising so thats something,but i want something else?? ????  not a clue what…feel like am in limbo.

    I am on my third week of a 5mg in Diaz a day dropped too so that may be why i am suffering more.I just want the nasty ones gone.

    Speak soon an stay strong troops! Wynter,Warby hope yer well.

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi Anna
    I just saw it is the thread under your post.18 days clean and starting to feel like myself thread.????????????

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi Anna! You have found the best place for help and support!

    If you find the thread thats starts off with 18 days from codiene or something like that,you will see a 1700 reply section.We are right at the bottom,scroll all the way down.

    I came off of 300mg to 360mg of dihydrocodeine a day. I am clean 58days so are a few others on there.Its great help!!

    Hope to see you there.

    Stay strong ???????? ????????????????

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    Hi all

    Wynter,i am exacly the same! Scared stiff of having to start at day one,plus you know it will be all again! Certainly keeps me going too,but i still have the the thoughts.

    One day at a time ay!

    Stay strong all ???????? ????????

    MarkyMark
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    Hi all,Phenegan is an antihistamine for hives motion sickness ect. I ordered online.I can honestly say it does calm.

    I remember it from my childhood,we were given it then.There was always a box in the cupboard.

    I too have been thinking what a cple would feel like(dhc),however i know it will be bliss so i had better not! Horrid things.????‍♂️

    Phenegan do do a sleep version too.Do not know what that is like though.

    It is nice too hear that all are staying strong, i think we can be at our most vulnerable now,because we have beaten the initial early stages.Continuity is the way forward i feel.

    Keep telling myself i have too stay strong!????????????????????????????????????????????

    MarkyMark
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    Hi Wynter,fentanyl is out the body extremely quickly,thats why its used on procedures.

    I wouldve thought,it was gone before you even realised it,however it may why you have anxiety,as i said to Warby it is a complex thing the brain.it is an opiate after all(fentanyl).

    Stay strong ????????????????

    MarkyMark
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    <p style=”text-align: center;”>Anxiety can be caused by a single thought Warby!! The brain is very complex. VERY.</p>
    Good luck man.. ???? ????????????

    MarkyMark
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    Hi all!

    Anxiety seems to be trending lol.

    Not nice at all.Niether is depression in all honesty.

    I am just winging things atm,taking it a day at a time still.I read yesterday that someone relapsed at 6 month.Got to stay strong.Really have.

    I was told this week there is a good chance I’ll always have Anxiety,had it since a child,it was not what i wanted to hear at all,although i will eventually have more tools to help deal with it.Fingers crossed. ????

    Hope the potion helps Warby! Did you try Phenegan? Got some coming myself.

    Stay strong all.We seem to have lost a few lately.It is very hard we know that!

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi Warby, they can help now an again.Do not get used to them though.They are another beast entirely ????

    Having a bad day myself tbh,nothing at all,just soo pissed off.Just have to put it down to one of those days.

    Pma! Positive mental attitude ay!

    Take it easy my friend.

    Stay strong! ????????????????

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