I’m exactly the same as are a lot of my friends, I always feel that I’m the worse one, some of the things I do and the risks I take on cocaine make me sick. I’m fed up. I get just how you feel, it’s funny isn’t it it’s a real epidemic, everyone has it, it ruins lives, causes suicides, tears through your bank account. But there are some dealers who are so obvious but it’s like nobody cares, they never get caught. Everyone in the pub has it, if the police was to come search everyone they’d find loads. It’s not nice because it means we have no help and no motivation to stop like we probably won’t get arrested, we won’t go to jail for possession so it’s not that much of a risk ????????