Hi Paul
Thanks for taking the time to reply last night, I wasn’t in a good way. Making silly choices myself!
Drink being the 3rd person in my relationship.. that hit home so much and think its what upsets me the most, we have such a beautiful relationship when he’s not drinking and I don’t want to feel like second best.
We don’t live together, no kids together and I think I know in my heart I should run to protect my sanity. But it’s so hard when the relationship is perfect in every other way, I’ve never felt so much love with someone and like I’ve met my ‘one’ Saddest thing in the world is for something like drink to be the thing that will ruin it.
Thanks again for reaching out, I have a lot of thinking to do