[MichelleS]

It’s a horrible situation I really feel for you it’s hard to know who you can turn to isn’t it for help,I’m in tears most of the time,I feel like my few friends and family are fed up with me now,I’m an emotional wreck, feel like topping myself to be honest.

My 32 year old son sounds just like yours,I don’t feel as if anyone really understands the pain this causes us mums.

Sending you love and understanding xx

Michelle x

[MichelleS]

First of all I’m so sorry for you and your lovely mum,I can say I fully relate to your situation.

I understand that guiltridden feeling and know how painful it is,I’m going through something so similar to you with my 32 year old son.

It’s been an ongoing situation with him since he was a teenager, skunk being the start of it all,he is now taking all sorts,I had to tell him to go last week as I am in a similar situation as your mum,he is not meant to be with me in my one bed flat,I am on benefits and could make things very hard for me and felt in constant panic about the situation.

He was meant to be looking for a job and a place to live ,but being addicted to drugs he has no real drive.

I also am feeling so guilty about telling him to go,but it got to much the police picked him up a few weeks ago in a car that was not his and he had lots of drugs on him,he has to go to court in September, I feel I should be supporting and helping him which I was determined to do but he started smoking skunk in my flat at night time when he thought I was sleeping,I hate the smell so much and it feels like it stays in the furniture and carpet,I lost it and said I’ve had enough you got to go,but all I do is worry about him

I cry every day and feel so sad that I can’t have a normal relationship with my son.

I honestly feel for you,I expect lots of people are going through similar situations.

I just wanted to reply to your thread as it sounded so like mine ..I feel your heart ache. X

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