Oh ladies 🙁 I am going through the exact same thing I’ve been married 5 years and together since we were both 18 years old 3 children together and 13 years I found cocaine in his pocket 2 years ago after I was convinced he was doing it he swore down time and time again he wasnt … well I walked into the bathroom last night and found him with a rolled up bit of cigarette cardboard and cocaine on his facial hair and remnants on the toilet lid 🙁 my heart is breaking all he keeps doing is blaming me I’m no saint but I dont take drugs yes ive called him names and told him I deserve better than this but I’m still the baddy I have no family members that will help me and his grandmother and mother dont actually believe me so they’ll see for themselves in time when it all comes out x