Thank you so much for the encouraging reply.
I’ve been here many times before with him but this time I just feel different. I look at him now and realise what damage he’s done to me. He’s hurt me beyond belief. I hope one day he sees. But its too late for me. I got addicted to helping him and it never worked. I just helped destroy myself.
I have spoken to docs and had my medication increased for depression and anxiety but I think I do need help with sleeping now. I’m just scared to sleep…..all my dreams are about him. I’ve suffered my whole life with night terrors and sleep paralysis and its worse than ever now.
