Oh I know , but even today he’s gone to get his hair cut , and I’m wondering what he’s doing . I haven’t got money but a member of my sons family is very wealthy and I think I’m at the point I’m going to ask them to pay for him to go in a rehab. I feel so sorry for him at times and I know it’s hard for them , but I suppose whatever they choose is their choice . I feel like I’m the one going mad