[natasha21]

Oh and the mood swings,like walking on egg shells

[natasha21]

Good evening ladies, well where do I start.reading your stories its like someone writing my life,im emotionally drained and exhausted, I have panic attacks ( not that his bothered, the first time he saw me having one he asked if I was having heart attack, I shook my head to say no,he went back to bed and left me) oh yes the husband off over 27 years. Not sure how long he’s been on cocaine for because I don’t do drugs so never saw the signs until my boys told me. Gaslighting,domestic abuse, alcoholic,gambler do I need to say more.its horrendous, the lies living with someone I don’t know anymore or actually never really knew, it’s a secret life he has with the drugs. If I say you done a line, ( he’s face going all over the place, waffling on,staying up late. ) he basically says I’m imaging it.then the money, never given enough to pay the bills, accusations of me spending it on me and not the bills. I’m struggling emotionally, financially and with my mental health x

[natasha21]

Hi, thanks for replying and i know i think i just needed someone else to tell me.why does everyone seem to take it?

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