[natasha21]

Hey rae22,no nor me don’t understand the whole drugs life and why they would want to do it.ive not spoke to him all day. How’s your weekend going? X

[natasha21]

Hi rae2022, I’m normally quite strong and positive but today I’m going to admit defeat and I’ve broken my heart. I don’t know how much more I can take of this shit life with him.then to say why do you need 700 and be told why? I have bills, I said like what? My phone, I said it doesn’t cost 700.we need to do cut backs on things, I said I don’t have anything for me when I get paid, let alone £700.THEN he just starts shouting in my face I hate him and the drugs so much. My kids really don’t deserve this life x

[natasha21]

Well he got paid yesterday £1800 apparently for the Month and he gives me £1000 bill money. And 700 for him.he owes my mom 100 and hes told me I have to pay, I don’t have enough for rent, ctax,gas and electric and food now.so now what the f am I meant to do. When I said its not entirely to cover everything. Not my fng problem. Why does he hate paying bills but don’t mind paying for cocaine. Don’t understand

[natasha21]

Exactly hes still wide awake now and now thinking of sex but I got up straight away. Yuk

[natasha21]

To be honest I don’t always know when he’s using,although I should know ( he’s normally babbling about shit,) depends sometimes im polite say hi and go to bed or listen to his crap.but sometimes when I think hes normal I just want to scream and shout at him and ask why? Why is that powder better than me and his kids x

[natasha21]

Yeh hes like it quite often. I try to stay positive and not let him get to me. But sometimes it’s horrendous and he treats me like pooh. But you can’t talk to him because he knows everything and I just want drama x

[natasha21]

Yeh hes like it quite often. I try to stay positive and not let him get to me. But sometimes it’s horrendous and he treats me like pooh. But you can’t talk to him because he knows everything and I just want drama x

[natasha21]

Mines quite forgetful too, anyone else’s like that. Forgets what he said and looks at you with a blank face when you mention what they said the night before. Xx

[natasha21]

Mines quite forgetful too, anyone else’s like that. Forgets what he said and looks at you with a blank face when you mention what they said the night before. Xx

[natasha21]

Definitely I think all the chemicals going in the brain can’t be good and obviously has an effect. Mine is like a jekyll and Hyde nice one day the next day or minute really vile. No emotion and so cold it’s unbelievable. Xx

[natasha21]

Hey mammyesex,how are you beautiful? X

[natasha21]

Hello you beautiful ladies, ive had a lovely day, refuse to be brought down by the creatures negativity. So I have ignored him all day, done a Sunday roast and all my dinner. Oh and taken the dog out. So the moral of the story, you are NOT the problem they are.yes they are very cold hearted but I just ignore mine now.although I was down yesterday ( not felt that low in a while) so chin up ladies and just smile at him xxx

[natasha21]

Oh bless you, yeh mine told me things morning to pack my bags and go, I laughed at him and said no chance mate your going. I’m done with you and every weekend the same, your ruining mine and the kids lives so no more. Hes just come down with his washing and then said im going to get my van sorted for work. I said I don’t give a f….. I’m done yesterday was the last straw. Go and get off your tits as normal. Who the f do they think they are honestly. Stay strong beautiful xx

[natasha21]

Hi shell 98, what’s happened? Mine just asked if I was still sulking, I said im Done.he said fine pack your bags and get out, I said Don’t think so ive done nothing wrong. Hes now saying when he gets paid on Friday he’s not paying for anything in the house, now normally I would be starting to be nice just so I can pay the bills but not today I said I don’t care cause you won’t be living here. Idiot x

[natasha21]

Morning hbb2022,I hear you thats exactly what I said yesterday, every fng weekend the same shit. Unless he has money on the Saturday then thats different, he’s out of bed ready for the pub.cant and won’t take anymore from the pathetic man. Xx

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