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I forgot to add another thing.

I need to learn how to trust. Can any cocaine user advise me.

He will speak to me at night till very late before bed. And then he wakes up for work. Whenever he speak he’s really loving towards me and attentive, and even when we see each other in person he’s so loving. You can just see how much he loves me. Always small gestures like holding my hand, buying me my favourite chocolate or drink. Things like that. I just thought when your hard on coke you don’t want to be around people and your love life suffers? Do all coke users suffer differently? He’s never abusive towards me even when we argue and I say things to him he won’t react badly and remains calm

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Hi everyone I don’t know if this post is still going

I’ve known my fiancé almost 2 years now. Perfect for me we get on so well, I feel like he’s my soul mate. It’s crazy because we literally bounce off each other. I’ve been in relationships before and this one just felt so real.

Last year he admitted to me and his family that he had taken up a Coke habit he wasn’t sure how he got into it but admitted it had been around 6 months and was desperate to get out of it.

He managed to get clean by himself for 4 months and proposed to me I was certain his life had taken a turn I was so proud of him. Then he relapsed 2 months after the proposal on one occasion.

I felt terrible and so did he, but I could just sense that it was a one off and it didn’t happen again.

Recently in the last 2 months I’ve been noticing his behaviour change and I confronted him. He told me he’s been using again for 2 months.

Our wedding is scheduled for next year. He wants to kick the habit. Has anyone else been through this, I feel so depressed I feel like my life is over.

He is so good to me and such a kind and caring person it breaks my heart.

At the moment he’s told me he uses about once a week, he has one day a week off work and on that day he sleeps all day and will meet with me in the evening. He doesn’t act weird at all and we do have a lovely time.

I just don’t understand everything I’m so confused. I keep telling him how much I feel depressed but I think this is the wrong thing to do.

I have also set boundaries and told him what my boundaries are.

I don’t trust him anymore

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