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Thank you faith not fear. The sad thing is I feel he’s not hit rock bottom yet . He’s unrecognisable. I’m glad there are promising stories like yours where the partner wants to change. I feel when my husband says that he’s only saying it because he knows that’s what I want to hear. It’s one of my worst fears that my kids find their dad dead one day. I wish you and your family health and happiness on the road ahead. Xx
I’m new to this chat room. I’m sitting in tears reading these comments it’s as if these stories are me. Identical lives yet I felt why me? Why only me? It’s reassuring to know I’m not the only one experiencing this. I have been with my husband for 20 years married for 17 of those. We have 2 gorgeous boys who have seen to much for a young age. My husband has ran up drug debt for coke , been abusive, controlling and bullying. He will go off to the bathroom many times while he is having a family day to snort in his own company. He has had seizures in front of my kids they have found him in states that u wouldn’t believe. They have found drug paraphernalia around the house and caught him snorting. My son was started on Ritalin for adhd. Unknown to me he had been emptying the capsules and replacing them with sugar then snorting my sons meds. I have left now but he still controls me as I’m dependent for him fir child care as I have no help or finances to cope on my own. Me and my kids walk in egg shells as his moods are so erratic. I just can’t see the nightmare ending. He is full of constant lies about how he will stop and that he hasn’t used for ages then I’ll find a rolled up note with coke residue in his pocket or a bag. And he will outright deny it even though it’s staring him in the face he’s a compulsive liar and it comes so easy to him. This makes me feel crazy as if it’s in my head. I’m at a loss and in limbo. I wish I could cut him from my life but he is my kids father and I would never use them against him. To all of u on this feed I hope u all get what u are looking for in life you all deserve to have peace and happiness x