Hi there, well done on accepting it’s an issue, I am in AA for alcohol and cocaine addiction, and I’m now detoxing from codeine. I never realised that alcohol was my biggest problem, do you feel you have any issue with your drinking? Drink lowers the inhibitions and we do things we’d never dream
Of whilst sober. It’s a horrible place to be in, I too don’t ‘seem the type’ to get into addiction, but here I am. It disregards social Class, education and gender. Go to a dr and get refered for addiction counselling maybe? Best of luck. Let us know how you get on.