Problem is at this time of the night everyone is sleeping. I think I need some love in my life… Taking this and living like I do though severely restricts the chance of that though. I used to have an amazing girlfriend a couple of years ago – I always feel like if I was back with her I would be fine. Death must be easy because life is hard. I’d love to sleep all my problems away, the thing is we always wake up to be confronted with the reality of life and our obligations. Someone tell me there’s something better… I want to be happy in life but such a simple thing is so elusive.