So sorry to read your post… it sounds very familiar to me. I just wanted to let you know that although I don’t think I’d have ever asked my husband to leave, he left for a new girlfriend (who uses too). Although devastated, my life is simpler and easier… my children are more relaxed and happier. I wish I’d been the one to make the decision, and I’m absolutely here for him if and when he hits rock bottom but in the meantime I can feel my nervous system relax after so many years of living with someone in active addiction. I really hope things work out for you x